Scott USMC have you seen the other forum my combat ptsd?.
You say you have been home for 4 years, but that doesn't mean "shit" can't come up or out when you don't expect it......
I know someone with combat ptsd that walked around for 5 years being fine (well so to speak). Then there is the playing it down factor.
For me I feel its harder getting older (we do loose some strenght).
I don't have the same power as a teenager anymore!.
When I say strenght I mean the mental ability to manage (Stress anxiety symptoms etc).
The loomy feeling you have the next day blackbirdSinging is for me more like I survived an attack (on myself!). How wacked is that!?
Ive also injured myself and broken many things, can't have a lamp, taasider table. Not to mention my poor poor ex partners!.