Hey everyone,
It happens every single night that I wake up too early. It's always around 4-5am. I'm sleeping and then dreams about the abuse begin. It always wakes me up, and then I sometimes get more memories that I'm able to suppress sometimes. The most horrible phase is the limbo between sleep and being awake, thoughts and memories come like a waterfall on steroids.
I wake up feeling very scared, nauseous and I'm shaking all over. Very tense like I need to flee and get myself to safety. Sleeping more is impossible.
I just feel so lost alone and afraid :'((((( Do any of you have one or two tips to share to make this less worse?
It happens every single night that I wake up too early. It's always around 4-5am. I'm sleeping and then dreams about the abuse begin. It always wakes me up, and then I sometimes get more memories that I'm able to suppress sometimes. The most horrible phase is the limbo between sleep and being awake, thoughts and memories come like a waterfall on steroids.
I wake up feeling very scared, nauseous and I'm shaking all over. Very tense like I need to flee and get myself to safety. Sleeping more is impossible.
I just feel so lost alone and afraid :'((((( Do any of you have one or two tips to share to make this less worse?