Want To Barf

[KwanYingirl]

Well, I was adamant about having a female Acupuncturist that trained in China. Taoism underlies the whole metaphysical theory of meridians, pulses (in oriental medicine they feel 5 different pulses) and the color of your tongue. Here are some things Xuping said to me at times that I got scared: not to be worrying, your liver is on fire. Too much fire stealing it from your heart. Who did this to you? She had no prior knowledge of my CSA yet she honed right into it. In the beginning of get flashbacks, but they melted away.

 

[Chava]

Amazing. I wouldn't doubt my liver is very crabby. And maybe with a quick weight gain it didn't do a damn thing about the extra hormone activity. I don't know. I've come across the liver stuff connected to endometriosis a bit. I've certainly kicked my liver around in my life. And now all the pain meds and hormones I've been ingesting. Horrid to think of how hard that little organ has been working. All the interconnections confuse me and I really wish regular doctors understood them better. My insurance pays for doctors who basically just give out more pills. Pills on top of pills. Pills to remedy the problems caused by other pills. My body is slowly teaching me they are mostly garbage. I took one extra painkiller for my back today and my head almost blew up. I need to manage the pains differently. I also need to detox myself. I don't take many meds by my doctor's standards, but by my body's standards I have a hunch it's too much. Anyway, glad the Chinese medicine route was something you could tolerate and has been helpful. I think it will be among my new adventures for upcoming vacation.