Childhood Wanting To Remember

[futurefocussed]

Every now and then I think about my childhood and I see the massive gaps in my memory,

I remember parts of it, like playing pool with my dad when I was 6 and when my best friend didn't want to see me again because of my dad when I was 9, but I don't remember much else.

Right now I actually want to remember so that I can deal with this stuff, that I know that I was neglected, but how do I know that? What happened that made me forget?

I just want to remember...

 

[Chiqui]

I was told by my T we only remember when we are ready to face it. It has been right to me, but I don't know if it is the same for everybody..

 

[rosey]

I must be odd because i remember so much and i wish i didnt