Weed Stopped Working

[Deleted member 38242]

I used cannabis to numb the pain for a little over a decade. I had bad reactions to bipolar meds because well I have PTSD, and it was misdiagnosed.
Weed has been putting me further into a deep depression, so I quit. I am getting on prozac when I see my shrink on the 20th. I suffer from bad dissociation, and worry about pills that numb me. I want to try Welbutrin with it at a low dose to quit smoking.
Any advice will help. I am going to miss weed, but in the end it just made it ok for me to never grow up, and feel good about doing nothing. Im just about 40, and it is time for something diffrent. I just need the ptsd loop to stop.

 

[Finchlet2]

What do you want to do with your life? So f*cking easy to ask I know but likely to be impossible to answer. Fair play if quitting weed if that helps u figure shit out and take action or just function better daily. I smoke weed everyday and do feel like a sloth when I don't feel like an over excited girraff.

 

[Deleted member 38242]

I think it just stopped working. I want to get better, and be healthy enough to work, but I have had two nervous breakdowns in the past 5 years because of ptsd. Im in school, and going to try prozac,and/or welbitrin. I'll keep trying. Something has to work..... I just can't handle the pain when I getflash backs. I was retraumatized last year, so its been 8 months of non stop flashbacks just about. I try to hide them in public cant scream and cry around people, but shaking is hard to hide. Im working on it. Cant be an alcoholic I dont like drinking that much. Weed was amazing, but I got flashbacks last year that were really bad. I got retraumatized because well some people just get off on hurting people. I just have to live with it. It hurts.........

 

[Finchlet2]

Flashbacks are horrible mate, I tend to get them at dangerous times like if a strange guy is close or trying to talk to me then it's New terror cos of wtf can happen when your out of it. I think its awesome you''ve got goals and you sound like you're the kind of person who's gonna achieve shit! Keep peopling , humans arn't all bad, granted a fair deal of em r c*nts but there are some real folk too.

 

[Deleted member 38242]

I love the way you talk. Americans shit themselves over the word cu%t, but its one of my favorites.