What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[therisa]

Not really sure, how to describe, what I am feeling, as my body is rebelling, in all of it's glorious form, on me. Numb, sore, anger, frustration, depressed, anxious, are the few of the emotions, which is gripping my body, at this moment.

 

[Let It Be]

It still feels like I'm going through something, which started last week with hearing from my brother after almost 2 years and then going to the funeral home to sign the guestbook for someone I knew and then, etc. As I feel better, I am realizing that it was just too much for me to handle! Still grateful that I had that massage on Friday as I couldn't cover up how I was feeling with her!

 

[Britt.f7]

Depression. Admitted that it's back as it comes and goes now a days. Fighting urges to just be a recluse.

 

[therisa]

Depression....Fighting urges to just be a recluse.

Britt, you're not alone, you have real friends, here.

Been feeling nauseous, which is a step up, from the painful abdomen cramps. Tired and finding it, hard to concentrate, on the simple things.

 

[devildoc130]

@rainy_daze I know that feeling all too well. I try and put a "front" on at work and everyone thinks I'm this happy go lucky person. But really inside.. I'm so wired I feel like if one more thing happens, im going to break.

 

[DMerish]

Depression. Admitted that it's back as it comes and goes now a days. Fighting urges to just be a recluse.

Monday afternoon now . . . Yep, the worse of the cold/flu is over. I'll go back to work tomorrow. Not feeling too excited about it though. Gotta get feeling better physically, mentally and emotionally - if I don't I'm going to turn into a hermit :-o

Edit 10 or so minutes later: Just checked my personal email. . . I applied for three jobs last week, and each potential new employer has requested I come in for an interview. That news has lifted my mood :tup:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel really peaceful today. Once more I made the choice to refuse to stress and worry about all the things I have to do in this move. I have gotten through three years of hell one step at a time and I accomplished so much. I am trying to celebrate my successes and try so hard to live in a peaceful frame of mine.

 

[zaniara]

Very tired(waking up at 2.30 AM and being on the second night with very little sleep is no fun), a bit inspired by you all, fairly calm(grateful) but other than that not much and a bit disconnected. Have been so for a couple of days.

@Britt.f7 Can it be the time of the year having an impact on you as well? :hug:

 

[Abstract]

Depression.

Very sorry to hear that Britt. I hope you find a way out soon.

going to the doctors. I HATE going there. Boo.

Sorry to hear this Monster. Yuck yuck yuck is all I can say about dr visits. You can do it!

Drew, well done!

 

[Abstract]

Feeling very self hating ... well despising is a more accurate I think. The amount I detest myself feels likes a physical entity sometimes. And it always comes with self abuse about wishing I would just shut up for good. Feeling physical unwell too and in ways that are almost a little triggering.

Also feel a little glad that I am finding it a bit easier to do certain things and a little less constantly consumed with shame. Probably a sign of some of my depression symptoms lessoning.

Most of those are thoughts or physical feelings rather than emotions of course but there you go...

 

[Abstract]

Oh, and extremely and inappropriately happy that my computer has been resurrected! :x3:

 

[ninja]

Feeling like I really need to stop picking the skin raw on the sides of my nails. It is so hard for me to rid this habit, but I really need to!