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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel weary and unsure about the future. I am safe here now. I feel uncertainty and my head is spinning from the day. Feeling so glad to not be in that situation anymore and home safe. I feel lucky. I feel relief. I feel rage. I feel twisted. I feel damaged, and numbed, I feel weird and a bit crazy right now. I feel defeated and I need FAMILY! I feel confused. What happened to me? Depleted, drained, distressed, in denial.
 
I am feeling good. It is just over a month since my op and although I still don't know if it has worked until I am weaned of the northisterone, I feel so much better. I also finished my 28 injections for deep vein thrombosis. I'm quite well very proud that I did about a third of the injections myself, for someone with a needle phobia that was a big achievement.

I saw my GP yesterday, I told her I want a further reduction in my citalopram. 2 months ago, I was taking 60mg which was reduced to 40mg. Now we have gone down to 30mg. Slow and steady right.

My new bug bear is the osteoarthritis in my right knee. It is very painful again. I am seeing a doctor on Monday to discuss having a steroid injection.
 
Everything. Don't like this emotion? No worries! New one inbound in 5 4 3 2...

Natural consequences. I rode the elevator sky high a couple days ago, and what goes up must come down. Spent yesterday craving sex & other grounding/stabilizing (or oblivion seeking) things... And today -with none of that to ease the fall- the elevator dropped. Onto bouncy rubber. Boing, spong, bonk, crash, boing, boing, boing, tink, crunch, zwing, boing. Moody doesn't even tip the iceberg.
 

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