What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Let It Be]

I'm feeling better today since I talked to my friend about my neighbor. I could tell I was slowly losing me in hearing so much negativity from my neighbor.

I was being pulled down by it and now I know I just can't handle it.

 

[ihateusernames]

So, so tired. And sore everywhere and irritable and unhappy. Blah

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so exhausted and worn out. I feel ok otherwise.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm feeling okay. Not happy but not unhappy. My house will be without people for the majority of the day. My youngest and his dad work, and my oldest went down to visit his grandparents. I will be left with no car. That will be strange. Not sure how I feel about that. Not that I get out often.

 

[ihateusernames]

A lot better than yesterday. And relieved for it.

 

[Anrish]

Tired, worn out...small and fragile.

Scared of the future...but I need to change something....

 

[Bucky'sAngel]

Confused, frightened, don't know what to say or do, immobile. A 5 year old in a 61 year old, fat, disgusting body.

 

[Teasel]

Calm :)

 

[Anrish]

Nervous....and optimistic. And so sorry that I didn't respond to so many lovely posts. :notworthy:

Please, cross your fingers for me! We visited five flats on Saturday and one was like a dream! ...and I called the owners today and they didn't seem too negative too. They will talk, decide and give me a call! I'm so nervous! When that works out, I will move in with my best friend. ...I'm afraid of living alone but also of not living alone. :confused:

 

[Spiderallis]

Kind of surprised at myself, I called my p-doc about a problem and didn't try to be tough and wait it out. I need to go back on the medication we tried to stop.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so excited and happy. I saw the apartment today and everything will be brand new. The tile is in the kitchen and it is really pretty. The carpeting is brand new and there are miles of it and I love the color. My new managers are so real and down to earth with me. I like them very much and feel so happy about this.

 

[Anrish]

Nervous and uneay - still didn't get a phone call from the flat's owners.

Weak and trembling - didn't sleep well the last nights.

Angry and annoyed - because of the comments of my best friend. "You can sleep", "Don't worry", "Try grounding"....I tremble so hard and can hardly focus on talking...it's just too much. And she starts to bitch and I get defensive. And she still didn't take care of her loan (she will need one) ....and I cannot take care of everything. I earn money, she needs the money for her new studies...and time flies by...and all her phrases like that I still have enough time for my thesis. I'm nervous. They change my workplace, I will move out here and didn't get a clear answer yet....it's just too much...she was crying so much during the last weekend and I didn't have any strength anymore but I caught her...even if I had also needed someone to catch me. All the strength is gone...and I'm alone and get those phrases...

I feel betrayed and forced into a corner.