What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Heather]

I feel sad, depressed. My daughter was scared the last two nights. So, she slept with me in my bed.

 

[Anrish]

Lost. Nervous.

I'll have a course about climbing in about 1 1/2 hours...with about 16 people I don't know. ...I hoped Cleo would be here today to calm me down. She ususally is here around this time but she missed her train today and will arrive one hour later - and I'll have to be on the road by then...I'm nervous. I didn't sleep much. I dissociated a lot today, cannot focus...:cry:

 

[ladee]

I don't feel I belong anywhere.

 

[Sandstone]

isolated. confused

 

[Tinyflame]

Yes me too @ladee. :hug:

Well tomorrow's check is 2 days less because the Mat leave I was filling in extra for is back, & I never got extra hours this payroll. It is also 1 day less because our Union gave up x12 days of Stat pay pro-rate at last negotiations (took 3 years). They also shorted me 1 day of pay as well in error. Last night, after questioning my sister about taking out more money for a large car repair when it had already been taken out, I was told (as usual) I am a mooch, manipulative, ungrateful & how good I've got it. Usually this follows I am lazy. And that's without the verbal abuse. :meh:

It came to me, I would rather be dead just to stop this. And various words I would say, but I won't, because it will be gasoline on a fire. So instead I'll end up saying 'Happy Birthday", which it will be in a couple of days (her's). :meh:

I've tried to figure out what I 'feel', but Idk. This: -> :meh::depressed::( :tdown: :sorry: :blackeye: Sad. Hopeless. Tired. Overwhelmed. Scared. :(

I also realized, why I did better escaping away to something different, different environment, different words, was because it was (an albeit temporary) escape away from my 'home', life. Safety. Reprieve. Hope. Escape.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel a little lost, :confused::confused: a bit spacey, ...most likely "fibro-fog" associated with FMS (Fibromyalgia).:( But it will pass and eventually ease off.;):tup::happy:

 

[ms spock]

I feel a little bit stressed but I got up at 4.15am to do my Mindfulness and it makes such a big difference to my day these days. There is a flow on effect!

 

[Marie E.]

I feel excited for getting the money I saved up and plan to get a exercise bike, so I can cycle through my fitness. It has been a long term goal. I really need this!

 

[Ronin]

Grateful for food & kindness & evading dah suckers aka abusers. Also getting tired of that practice, longing for peace it is.

 

[ladee]

Brain tired. I know I have choices. I just don't know what they are.

 

[Ronin]

@ladee, start with needs when choices are confusing? (Rest & kindness & relief so choices swim back into focus?)

 

[ladee]

OHH that was way too simple @Cashew.... thanks !!! Needs, ya, I can do needs... be a little nicer to myself, DUH !!! Thanks from my heart.