What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ronin]

You're very welcome, @ladee, and it's awesome you can do needs. ;)

 

[jaccat]

I've had a good day and feel pretty accomplished, but there's this weird undercurrent of anger going on underneath that keeps surprsing me.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Under the weather with a cold, but I managed to get happy with some music

 

[Anrish]

Exhausted but confident. ...played badminton with some colleagues and didn't dissociate for the first time in years during the game. Proud for the progress....

 

[ladee]

That is awesome @Anrish.. :D An amazing accomplishment and thank you for sharing the good stuff !!!:hug:

 

[watundah]

Conflicted.

A friend returned a plate that I forgot at a party and I said Cool, while you're here I can show you my art. He's an artsy guy, collects art and he appreciates my transition from corporate to art. Ive been an art machine the last few months and am proud of my production. So he came over and bought a piece. I hope he didn't think I invited him over with the intent to sell, I am just proud to share. Now I worry he felt obligated instead of taking in the thrill of selling something. I have another friend who wants to buy a piece. Feel very wierd selling to friends.

 

[ladee]

@watundah, don't talk yourself out of compliments to your art by someone buying a piece... don't over think it.. What an awesome validation of your work !!!

 

[watundah]

Thanks @ladee...this is new for me and sometimes I feel like a fraud.

 

[ms spock]

I feel anxious I think. I keep dissociating so much at the moment and telling my self stories. I need to ground and centre.

 

[ladee]

@watundah, you are apparently the real deal if someone is buying your work...I am an artist myself, my stuff never ever meets to my satisfaction. So look in the mirror, smile, and count your money !!! And remind yourself that you are a tried and true artist... I don't think I have ever felt obligated to buy art. Nor have you, I bet... so be proud... and let the discomfort be a memory.... hugs to you !!!

 

[ladee]

@Ms Spock, please rest and ground. You know what to do. I know you are tired, it all feel so large right now. But please take care of yourself. Even a little bit... sending you hugs

 

[Heather]

Exhausted, discourage, despair....How will we ever come out the other side of this?