What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Gadgie]

I've been a bit out if sorts recently, I can't seem to motivate myself to do the things I normally do without any problem?

Also, can't concentrate on anything for long, and I feel constantly tired, but I think that's due to not getting much sleep, as I'm up a few times every night to empty that bl***y pee bag that I have strapped to my leg?

No matter how hard I try to beat this, it seems to win every time

 

[Deleted member 28403]

:hug: @Cashew

 

[Deleted member 33052]

Edgy. Anxious. Been feeling this way for a few weeks now. It's like I've reached a fork in the road, and I know that one direction is good, and the other is bad, but I can't tell which is which, so I stand in the middle, unable to make a decision. Strange because indecisiveness has never been a problem for me. :(

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Mal Content
Could you maybe vage the decisions? How permanent are they?

 

[Deleted member 33052]

@Saelben I don't even know if there are decisions to be made...that's just how I'm feeling. Or maybe like I'm standing on the edge of a precipice. I just don't know.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Yea, I get the feeling, felt like that a lot in the past few months

 

[Lionheart]

I am in a reflective mood. Tonight, I feel physically tired and in a fair amount of pain from nerve damage in my hands, but I am basically very happy, still, anxious to find out if my lady friend feels the same way about me...it will take time to find out and I am a little impatient but, know I must take the necessary time to build the relationship up. It will be worth it.

 

[Ronin]

Vaguely normal.

Remembered what the f*ck I'm supposed to do with generally non-criminal civvies that won't bugger off in remembering months of the ex. Or more like, what I'm supposed to do with my reactions :D

 

[ladee]

Feeling ... empty? relaxed? lost?, don't have a label.... the second time this has happened when my anxiety is not running my life... I keep looking around, something is missing... feels strange. Not scary, just that something is out of place.... is this what a 'shift' feels like?

 

[Recovery4Me]

@ladee Don't know if it is a shift for you. However, numbing, disassociation, meditation or just living without stress in the moment - all allow me down time from hypervigilance. This lack of adrenaline is sometimes the tipping point for some, thinking they need stimulus (or they might mistakenly think they feel bored). I am always careful when I feel flat, not to choose self-destructive behavior to re-initiate the high stress level.

 

[Anrish]

Empty, not like myself...tense, calm, not connected with my body. Mind and soul feel like they have an argument...I feel mixed up.

 

[ladee]

No , @Recovery4Me , I am just being with it... just feeling 'it', trying not to put a label on it.I don't feel flat or disconnected. It feels calm, it feels different. I have been thru so much in the past 10 years, it feels good to be with whatever this is.... for the absence of what it is was..... I like it, it's just different, but it feels 'good' different , if that makes sense.... thank you for the mindfulness I need with it tho...in case I start to feel uncomfortable with it...
Keeping saying "it", makes me see Cousin IT in that Tv show.... The Munster's, was that the one ???:roflmao:
If I feel the need to self sabotage, I'll send ya PM so you can redirect me !!! A plan??
Thanks for caring, you are deeply appreciated.