Hopeful in a way that feels different from all the other hopefuls I ever felt! I feel different. Yesterday was transformative. Actually the last three days were but yesterday validated it. Today I feel more settled into myself.
I feel fatigued and pained physically, but I am doing ok mentally, (I think). lol
I feel that everything is gonna be okay.
I feel proud of the progress I have made, esp. over the last 10 years.
I feel loved and loving.