Devastated and fearing our dog will be put down tomorrow. Thought she is the only living thing, who never abused, hurt, used and carried on to the next one, harmed, repelled or lied or destroyed. My heart is sliced in pieces.
Feeling uncertainty, used, hurt, misunderstood, ignored, abused, tired, also awakened, desire to move on, to be strengthened and aware so I’m no longer the victim, curious what God has in store for me. Don’t I deserve a partner in life? Someone to love me as I have loved others?