What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[goingonhope]

I'm feeling thrilled, pleased, fortunate, scared, and anxious.

Thrilled resulting from getting our car window finally fixed.
Pleased resulting from it costing less then we feared.
Fortunate due to thus far being able to charge its expense on credit.
Scared resulting from our financial burdens and debts.

Anxious, ...it goes without saying.

I once was knicknamed Queen of anxiety. That sounds about right.

 

[nie]

Overwhelmed.

 

[Icon Nikon]

I'm afraid...need to stop LETTING other people hurt me.

People hurt others (intended or unintented), but none of us asks for it or invites it to happen. If one cares about others, as you so deeply do, then one will "inevitably" be hurt at some time, especially by those we care about the most.

((Embracing You While You Shake With Anxious Anticipation))

Please remember that your T has always been gentle and strongly invested in and committed to you - don't think that will change now!

Respecting your vulnerable state,
Alex

 

[CindyLou]

Useless waste of space, scared dr appt today. helpless, alone, hate for myself, huge, tired so tired. sick inside. tearful lost. sad.

 

[Iam]

(((CindyLou)))

 

[goingonhope]

A little something for you:



((( CindyLou )))

Hope you get to feeling better.

 

[Innordinate]

like I should be the poster boy for 'therapy gone wrong'

 

[jo may]

I feel a bit happier now, just had the longest ever chinwag with my best friend. I'm not saying I feel great and the world is all love and light, but there is more than I saw this morning. Think I'm still in shock at how fast my world turned inside out last night. But things can hopefully only get better,if I keep telling myself that I might start to believe it:)

 

[jo may]

(((Sqweak))) (((Jo may)))

EXTREMELY anxious.

I have my first appt in a month with my primary T this afternoon. One of his last comments to me as I was leaving our last session is that he has other clients who need to see him more than I do. It was his explanation for not being able to fit me in for a month because of his 10 day trip. I need to talk to him about how that made me feel. I am NOT good with confronting, it scares the hell out of me. He thinks I project my father onto him (they're close in age) and he may be right. The few times I confronted my father as a child and teen I was beaten. The last time my Dad held a boulder over my head intending to crush my skull. I suppose that is where the fear is coming from. GOD I HATE THIS!

I understand most of that, I don't do confronting but today my hubby said if I didn't he would. So I did in around about way, started with a positive then confronted and finished with a positive or smile. Sometimes you have to confront people if it's going to help your recovery. I don't like him(your T) as no 2 people have the same level of problems, but that doesn't mean mine are any worse then yours or your's mine. I did confront mine and now I see her every week not every fortnight. Please just do what is right for you, I hope it all goes well:tup:

 

[Rob_Dog19]

Vindicated

 

[CindyLou]

A little something for you:

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((( CindyLou )))

Hope you get to feeling better.

thank you I needed that hug so much

 

[goingonhope]

You got my PM CindyLou.

And, sending and giving you a hug is a pleasure.