What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[atl22]

exhausted from shopping last night in large store with hundreds of people that all had to be scanned for that "gun-heavy" look - found 2, lied to fiancee and told her I went to look for shirt but I found the knife section and scoped it out, and exits and security camera bank - the usual.

a tiny bit of happiness that I didn't freak out in rage and leave after hyperventilating and I stayed because I knew my fiancee wanted to shop and relax. I wasn't relaxed but miserable. I smiled and offered to stay. It took every ounce of will power.

I still feel sick to my stomach and couldn't sleep all night but she actually said when we left "That was fun!" I haven't been fun for a year.

Looking forward to starting therapy as soon as possible

 

[Nicolette]

No need for the thrashing superjen, I am only watching Nicolette. I have no need to visit her for a long while yet.

You can come and get me today Death...sick of being sick, tired of being tired and sick and tired of work......argh! :eek:

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I must be feeling optomistic. I hung pictures in my rental today. Must be feeling like I will somehow be able to stay here. Only took 4 months to hang pictuces, now to keep them from coming back down. Fingers and toes crossed, praying, and doing what I can to stay here. HOPE!

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Disappointed and Sad.
Anxious about tomorrow.

 

[jasmin]

Tired with a headache, also known as hungover.. I feel a kind of satiety in mah belly, and a pain in my neck and jaw. I feel calm but not hopeful.. I feel... like I just 'am'.

 

[Unhinged]

I feel unloved, unwanted. I feel like I don't matter at all. Well, I guess I matter some, I'm in the way to a few people so that probably matters to them.

Yesterday I felt proud of the dinner I made. I have since learned not let let myself feel such things.

 

[cat]

Incredibly tired, too much work & stress this week
Must get back on track next week!

 

[Unhinged]

Invisable.

 

[Iam]

Like everything I do is wrong. I am always the one at fault and I am the one who has to make the changes. Worthless and unable to get better.

 

[PTSDT]

Hopelessness

 

[Iam]

I'm sorry PTSD. I'm right there with you today :(

 

[cat]

Fed up,irritable & emotional but cant let it out.

Will the nightmares ever stop, I thought they had, but now a new batch.
Guess its that time of year again!