OMG, I tried to go to funeral despite fear, but it was a big mistake feeling like that. :( I guess I zoned out, then got lost, then had to backtrack about 10 blocks, then tripped in traffic because I remembered an event 1 1/2 years ago in traffic at that moment (a rear-ender), then fell hard, tore open 2 knees, tops of 3 fingernails of all things and skinned an elbow (small). Broke hair clip and tore sandal. But did not break vape-relieved.
I guess it was too much. :( We had not had bad blood between us, but we had had a misunderstanding we had sort-of reconciled. But he had said things behind my back not true. Oye. :( Just oye <sigh> .