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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel pain physical body pain and my head hurts. Headache with tinnitus hissing. My neck feels spasm pulse and my back has a sharp poke around lumbar. I feel like peeing but cannot so the pressure hurts but nothing cones out. My leg feels like a hot cast is clamped on making my leg heavy to move and painful. My feet hurts like they been hit bruised by hammer so every movement of my feet feels tender and deeply sore. My head has a belt tightening around while i am getting a nuggy at the top of my head.

I feel pain. Its everyday but today i share because i do not want to carry these pains alone anymore
 
I am going to write here then cut myself off. Since it seems to be affecting my concentration, even if I ignore acknowledging it.

Idk, but:

-very grateful for opportunity to study, very nervous it's required being visible; very thankful for help to do that; very ungrateful and depressed it is a field I would leave if I could, so I feel further deep in what I wouldn't choose.
-Probably F.E.A.R., big time
-no confidence in myself
-surprised friend accepted my 'craziness'. Thankful not to lie. Self-rejection is my specialty, so did not expect it. Surprised, but thankful, in so far as, feel more trust. Or acceptance being 'crazy'-?.
-selfish
-that there is something inherently wrong with sitting on one's as* this long, even if it is to study. It's not good for physical health, I think (feel not good)
-Thankful, despite ingratitude above.
-wish I had more depth. Or just was different than who I am ( :alien: )
-I feel hopeless.
-ETA glad to hear honking geese (through the closed window), wow they are loud. But distract my sad thoughts.

-Hug if ok @shatter eyes . :hug:
 
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