What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

I am going through a macabre house of horrors in my head. Each memory is a new room of terror, sadness and pain that must be walked through to get out of this house. Today I am hiding in the corner, closing my eyes and plugging my ears. Going to that "place" where I do not feel and I am safe from the onslaught for a bit.

 

[Froggie]

I am going through a macabre house of horrors in my head.

I don't care if there is a heat wave here, I'm burning a candle for you ((((Deb)))), linking arms with you. May you feel the light's energy accompany you while you "walk" your self through those macabre memories.

 

[James B.]

Warm thoughts for you, ITL.

I am so sorry you're going through this. Oh gosh, do I know about the inner fears and something like a constant state of suspended terror. I grew up like that. Hang in there Deb!

 

[KP the nut]

Today I am hiding in the corner, closing my eyes and plugging my ears. Going to that "place" where I do not feel and I am safe from the onslaught for a bit.

If this helps you heal, go to that place and do it for you. Give yourself permission to take time to 'hide'. I also have candles lit. Be kind to yourself.

 

[AngelaMarie]

Frustrated, aggitated, confused, sad, alone, insignificant.

 

[heidi]

I got to go to therapy today. I used to hate going but today I couldn't wait. It made me feel better. Which is why I'm drinking wine at two pm.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Frustrated with myself for not being able to escape myself and my thoughts.
Tired

 

[Froggie]

Right now I'm feeling very sad. I was suppose to go see my 2 youngest sons and stay over at the oldest of the 2. I just spoke to him and he asked me to cancel because he and my daughter-in-law may be breaking up. This went right to the heart, I'm trying to cry, but nothing is coming out. I was suppose to go over to my youngest son also on Saturday night, but my ex and his wife are going to stay at his place to sleep over. Feeling sad, worried for L & S, peeved off because my ex doesn't take into consideration my plans. It doesn't bother him, but we are so not alike and I'm glad to see them every once in a while, but to be stuck 24 hours with them is over and beyond my capacities. Thank you for listening to me.

 

[AngelaMarie]

(((Froggie)))

More positive, relieved!
Finally today is the boys last day of school for the summer. No more backpacks, no more lunches, ironing in the morning, getting up early!! For 6 weeks it's me and them! I was having such a hard time getting through the last couple of weeks. I didn't realize how much it bothered me until this morning when I woke up and felt such a relief that we finally have vacation! Things will be better for me for a few weeks now and I am really looking forward to it.:):D:laugh:

 

[Zemi]

very alone

 

[Srain]

Pain pain pain, grrrr, and so many things to get done all of a sudden when all I want to do is pack my head in ice and my body in a glove of heat, I'm so over it all. I'm confused with information half the time it comes through my head and like a slot machine I'll get all cherries and POW! I am on track again getting done what I have to because I have to.

I feel like I have one foot in real life, one foot in bizarro land of flashbacks and derealization, and I'm straddling a million miles of pain. All in all I'm still here ppppppfffffffftttttt!

Rain :ninja:

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Sad