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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Yeah, the staring at me while he peed on the kitchen floor was a little irritating today. I have to keep reminding myself he is just a baby. Can hardly wait to start puppy class.

This evening, tired and sore.
 
I have had a rough day and have spent most of my time in the bed sleeping.
I feel a bit defeated, tired, sore, bored, lonely......:eek: (dang, I just noticed every time I feel depressed or ill, I also feel bored and lonely. What is up with that? ) lol

I've learned, when I'm feeling unwell, to ask myself if there is something emotional going on. When they say in a commercial, "depression hurts", they are telling the truth. Oh, I know, we'll just stop watching that commercial (sarcasm font). And because the tests say nothing is wrong, I'll just quit hurting!

Today, came and went without anything worth mentioning. But, it was NOT a bad day. Just kind of bland.
 
Caught between two worlds and no longer belonging to one, but not yet belonging to the other

This is so accurate for me at the moment PH. I'm feeling like, not 2 people but rather 2 parts of the same person. One who still wants to run into the dark and hide and one that wants to take off and fly. I have only recently realised that I have felt like that all my life. hopefully I can integrate the 2 parts one day.
 
This is so accurate for me at the moment PH. I'm feeling like, not 2 people but rather 2 parts of the same person. One who still wants to run into the dark and hide and one that wants to take off and fly. I have only recently realised that I have felt like that all my life. hopefully I can integrate the 2 parts one day.

Oh gosh, that is so how I feel.

Need to grow the wings though, so I can fly. That is the problem. Don't have those wings and I am still chained at the moment by someone who won't let me out of my cage.
 
Don't have those wings and I am still chained at the moment by someone who won't let me out of my cage.

((((Lizio))))

The only person not letting me out of my cage is...me. I told my T on Friday that I felt I was wearing shackles and was chained to the floor, I flap my wings but can't take off. He said if I looked I'd find the shackles unlocked but I had to take them off. It's like conditioning. I'm so used to them being there that even if someone did take them away I'd think they were still there! He also said it would take time to shake them loose. Watch this space...I might take flight soon LOL.
 

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