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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Finally talked to my daughter yesterday at diner time about my sister, so now I know she is taking full precautions and she will block her off FB. My other son has blocked her when I told my daughter-in-law a few details about this aunt of theirs. She's a good person and she wants to make sure that the family stays a unit and strong... but like I explained to her ... you have to be careful as there can be a price to pay and some things or persons are not worth it ! They were all very surprised that I had lost sleep over that, well heck yeahhhh, this was a worrisome situation. Ouffffff, stress level down ...
 
Mainly numb, I get the few minutes burst of emotion but thats as far as it goes for me today. Other than that I feel tired (Lol no change there). Chest pains are feeling better today though, hopefully I wont need treatment for too much longer
 
Think I have gone through every emotion in the book today and I am steel reeling from it. Honestly, I must be a super woman to go through these emotions and not be on a stretcher. Just don't get my mind. Don't get me. Hope this is going to get better, cause I am not sure how I am going to cope with all those feelings I am trying to bury. Really not sure I can keep those super powers going.
 
I'm feeling empty as usual. And my arthritis isn't helping today and I want to go see the Tall Ship that is here for the weekend. I wished I didn't get so tired out so fast. As I would love to see the free tour of this beautiful ship.
 
I just noticed every time I feel depressed or ill, I also feel bored and lonely. What is up with that?
All I know of this Lionheart is that the brain doesn't like boredom so it starts to think of all the bad things and before you know it your on a downer. If you are ill, you get bored and it spirals. I don't know if this is you but it definitely is me.

I'm feeling guit good. i had a good session with my T on Friday, went for a drink in a local pub with the hubby, had a good talk with him and then a nice drive. Today we did a 5 mile walk so feeling like I have achieved something.
 
Today I am beyond sad. I will be spending my 3rd Saturday in a row in bed or on the couch. I feel that it is so unfair that the persons who are victimized are the ones who suffer the most. My funk is deep and I am wallowing in self pity. Life is a joke and I am the butt of it. Heart hurts, life force is low. So much to do..just don't care.
 
All I know of this Lionheart is that the brain doesn't like boredom so it starts to think of all the bad things and before you know it your on a downer. If you are ill, you get bored and it spirals. I don't know if this is you but it definitely is me.

You are so right CraftyCath,

I was feeling tired, bored, lonely and then it hit me and all I could think of were thoughts like; "I am never going to fully recover,"..."I am always going to be ill" ..."there is nothing I can do", 'No woman wants a sick man like me" etc, etc. I was close to going to the hospital for a suicide watch and with thinking like that, I can see why I felt sad and all alone in the world.

Right now, I am sleepy because I didn't get enough sleep, but I feel a lot better now than I did when I first posted. I am grateful for the health that I do have and realize it could always be worse. I am under a lot of stress right now, but considering this and the negative thinking habits I engaged in last night, I am doing pretty good today and that makes me happy.

I am totally grateful for the support I receive here at the forum!!!

Healing hugs to all who need them,
LH
 

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