intothelight
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Really struggling today. My daughter is back in the hospital and I don't know exactly what is going on. My mind can't grasp anything right now. New floor is suppose to go in on Sunday and I need to move everything out of a room. Suppose to help my other daughter with her horse. Suppose to be working on winterizing a houseboat. Suppose to be attending a birthday/Halloween party. Suppose to take care of the dogs, house and other routine things.
Instead I am shutting down. Feel floaty, foggy, disconnected, and unable to get my bearings. So sore and tired and I usually push through it, but today it is kicking my butt. Can't shut down, as there are too many people depending on me and too much to be done.
Will start with one foot in front of the other. Been trying to ground. Maybe I will just let it go for today. Stop fighting the disconnect.
Instead I am shutting down. Feel floaty, foggy, disconnected, and unable to get my bearings. So sore and tired and I usually push through it, but today it is kicking my butt. Can't shut down, as there are too many people depending on me and too much to be done.
Will start with one foot in front of the other. Been trying to ground. Maybe I will just let it go for today. Stop fighting the disconnect.