What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[jo may]

Right now I'm cross at someone for missing up my routine, normally I'm on chat for a while but I just don't feel like it anymore. :cautious:

On the up side I do get to have a longer hug with the bossy and demanding Miss pie aka my baby (3 yrs old) Angel she's so amazing as are my other two. I'm a very lucky lady really loving husband and amazing children:)

Just wish the rest of my life wasn't such a reck:tdown:

 

[Iam]

(((Iam))). Come on my friend, you can do this.
Linking arms and helping to pull you up.
KP

Thanks so much Kath, that means a lot to me. Yes, I can do it and I will. Just got caught off guard I guess. Each layer of the onion gets peeled back only to reveal more underneath. I thought the last layer was just that, the last. Turns out there is more to process.The fact that it is something hidden so deep means that it is something much more sensitive to touch. I have yet to break down in a flood of tears in therapy. I have a feeling that is going to happen with this one. I know it will be good for me, but damn is it scary!

 

[Deleted member 10686]

On the surface I am numb and shrugging everything off.

Under the surface I am lonely and sad and angry and really not numb at all. But I'm good at pretending that I don't care... :(

 

[amethist]

Steam Rollered. By one of the biggest ones ever, those you see on X Machines.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Big time homesick.
Thankful to be here.
Confusing mixed up feelings.
I can be strong for others, but not for myself.
Struggling and strong all at once. UHG......

 

[Loloma]

Big time homesick.
I can be strong for others, but not for myself.

Oh so true, I was just thinking that today. How we are brilliant at giving support and strength to others (on this Forum) yet not for ourselves. Is it that we dissociate in that area???? I don't know, has anyone got an answer???

 

[Sazza]

I am feeling total apathy the restart of antidepressants is certainly helping me with the anxiety but definitely showing up the depression more, i am back to where i was last time i was on them. My head still races but i feel calmer in myself but hate the apathy that appears more pronounced.

 

[jo may]

So far today i am feeling calm and at peace with myself I know this is who I am for now. But I also know I am stronger than most people think and I can fight this, it might just take a bit more time then I'd like:)

I'm going to insist my doctor do something about this pain, I hurt and I mean badly but I have to try stay positive. Plus maybe getting a wheelchair is a good idea if it means I get to spend more time with my children:)

 

[Loloma]

(((jo may)))

Thinking of you stay strong. :tup:

 

[Queen Boudica]

Sick of myself, sick of my life, sick of everyone who was supposed to care for me being sick mad sickos, sick of nasty horrible people

 

[Loloma]

((((Lizio))))

Big hugs for you

 

[Sandra]

My big toe is starting to feel better. I guess I better watch how I open doors from now on. :eek: