Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

There have been great things happening too, by the way. Like getting invited to dinner after synagogue by a bunch of younger people, and they trauma dumped and I realized I'm not the only one with a wild childhood. Weirdly comforting

Even in hard times, I find I receive a lot of blessings. In the Rabbi's Torah talk, she discussed how Moses and G-d warned the Jews not to get too comfortable with success. Failure and challenges can't be forgotten. There's a reason we say grace after a meal, when we're no longer hungry and we're tired from being full, etc., and not before. You have to remember where you came from, rather than just lose your way because things work out.

 

[ms spock]

I am so sad that you are going through all this. I am barely holding on myself.

Everything that you are going through is normal for someone who does e have safe, secure and decent housing

I spend a lot of time trying to prove that I am not worthless.

Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs shows if you don't have safe, stable housing you can't do other things.

I am another person who can't get a job and have a normal life so you are not alone on that.

Please ignore anything not useful.