What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

(((Meadowsweet))), you did good. Now remember to take time for yourself.

 

[Sazza]

((((meadowsweet)))) I second what Kp said.

I am wondering how much further I can sink, mood is getting lower and lower and I don't like it and don't know what to do.
Hugs to all that needs them.

 

[Loloma]

I had the strangest day on an emotional level. My first husband came to visit with his wife this morning. They are on holiday from Australia. We divorced in the nineties. She is very nice and he has changed so much I hardly recognized him personality wise anyway. He treated me and my children very badly, lots of different forms of abuse over many years.

He is now a kind caring man, to her. Cooks all the meals and I think he wipes her bum too. So different than he was with me, after they left I laid on the couch and slept for hours. It was my way of blocking out all my feeling and going into a coma to escape. Can't deal with any of this now, and can't understand how this is happening to me again. Is it me, what is it about me that makes them want to treat me like :poop: and then treat some other woman like an Angel. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr I am so maddddddd :mad:

 

[Loloma]

Does anyone out there know how to stop crying! I'm so sick of it, I didn't think so much water could come out of my eyes. :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

I hate my life soooooooooooo much.

 

[Lucille]

Does anyone out there know how to stop crying! I'm so sick of it, I didn't think so much water could come out of my eyes. :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

That's exactly how I felt this morning. The only way I could stop was to make myself get dressed and go for a walk. I knew I couldn't let anyone see me crying in public, so I had to stop crying.

Hugs for you, Loloma!

 

[Meadowsweet]

Crying is so good for you if you allow yourself and say it's ok to feel that way. It is better than numbing your feelings. But give yourself a hug afterwards.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Feel like all I do is hurry up and wait. I hate it.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Lots of pain...too much to read and respond! ((((friends)))) Having surgery Wednesday...antsy about that....

 

[Marie E.]

Hope all goes well (((AK)))

 

[Iam]

What am I feeling?
Confused
Hurt
Guilty
Anxious
Angry
Like I am the most worthless, idiot in the world.
Hatred for myself

 

[intothelight]

Shot of a rocket and then kicked in my own boosters.

 

[Marie E.]

(((((Iam)))))