What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Loloma]

First day of the new year 2012. Feeling tired, sickly but hopeful that this year will be remarkably better than the last. I wish everyone the best, please all look after yourselves. ((((Big Hugs)))) for all. ;)

 

[Deleted member 6617]

There is a storm raging outside and I feel it is raging inside me as well. I feel like :poop:.

 

[Loloma]

(((Potterhand))) Hang in there, I know how you feel.

 

[KP the nut]

I felt I reached a low last night. I was tearful, tired and angry. I couldn't sleep, to many fireworks going off, why are the bangs so loud? I tried to comfort my dogs, poor things were so scared.

Today, I'm trying to climb out of the pit. I feel I have to regain control of my life, to overcome PTSD and all of the other illnesses which are causing me pain.

I am feeling a tiny glimmer that maybe I can do this. Baby steps, breathe and ground.

 

[soulofLC]

Go ((((KP))))!

The first day of the New Year is already off to a roaring start. My mom called from the hospital and she had been there for three days. No one called me. They thought she had a stoke. I called my dad and yelled at him about not calling. He said he didn't know what to say. I hung up on him.

Then I thought of calling my brothers, but why bother to yell as sadists? They will just have a laugh and feel vindicated about how sick I am. Bastards. I am very angry, but I will try to channel it in positive way for me today. To hell with them.

I hope the rest of the friggin year is better!!!!

 

[soulofLC]

Hello to everyone. Just popping in :cool: . I am happy to have found this site last night.

Welcome to the site, Joslyn. May you find friends and compassion here as I have; may you have a Happy New Year!

 

[CaringMomma]

I'm feeling hopeful! I know that the journey that I'm on is difficult, confusing, painful, and lonely at times, but I know that mixed with that is self discovery. And, with this self discovery is hope, joy, love, and healing!

 

[LittleBear]

Feeling a little better today and trying to heed some advise of some of the commenters on this forum. While I have essentially lost interest in most everything in my life after my "incident" I have tried the suggestion of distracting myself when the "triggers" start tripping. Worked today so far.

LittleBear

 

[Queen Boudica]

Shaky, very very shaky. Like I have been hit by a truck full of terrifying truths. Waking up from a coma and recognising my life. I'm in shock. I think I need time to process and recover. I hope I have that time before the next bad thing happens.

 

[Loveneverfails]

First time feeling good in a long time. Today I feel like I can do this...

 

[Elisacullen21]

I'm feeling better now (Thanks Ron! :))

 

[Joslyn]

I am feeling a little stung tonight. Nervous about some resolution I decided to keep. Slowing down, taking it easy, not isolating and being lazy bones.

I felt a slight sense of fear about showing up for something that is two days away!! Sheesh, I have got to take it easy. Hope everyone stayed safe and sound for the holidays.

Thank you all for your kind welcomes. :)