What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I should feel proud that I have achieved what needed to be done today, instead I feel weary and exausted.

(((HUGS))) to those in need and to those who just like hugs.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I'm ANGRY..

And I'm feeling broken and tired and
dissapointed
My heart is crying for my friend...
And for my Beloved.

I wish I had a time-out button.

I am so so tired. I wish I was stronger.
I honestly don't know how much longer I can maintain this facade.
How many tears can the eyes produce?
How long can I hide them from the real world?
I feel ..... finished

 

[Nighthawk]

((((((Seeking))))))

 

[KP the nut]

(((SS)))

 

[Tinyflame]

(((((NH, KP, SS)))))
xoxox

 

[fish out of water]

Wish I could turn back time...

Not a good day today. :(

 

[Queen Boudica]

Feel like my whole outlook on life, how I behave, how I look at things, my understanding of things and my natural instincts and so much that makes up me, has been tainted so much by my childhood.

Feel like I need to let go of being me altogether by expelling all those bad behaviours I learnt as a child to protect me from what was going on.

But if I let go of that I feel like like I am free falling with no parachute and I am completely lost. I am not me anymore. I don't know how to do that. Feels like I will just crash into the ground

 

[KP the nut]

I feel as if climbing back is possible.

I feel proud that I have walked the dogs, eaten breakfast, dressed and was in work for 8.30am.

I will not give in. The support I have here and from my H give me a reason not to give in.

(((HUGS)))

 

[intothelight]

Up early, but not too bad. Planning on watching the sun rise today. First thing on my "to do" list!

 

[Srain]

((((((((((Lizio)))))))))You are in there, you are, it's just static gets in the way.

I managed to get the Girls out for another walk this morning, we are all waaaay out of our "fighting weight" but we did it. It was unusually warm and quiet, peaceful. I ignored the pain and focused on the magic of the moments I have had during these walks...when times are the toughest these are my burning bushes :)

 

[Loloma]

Got out of bed this morning, fed the cat and went back to bed. Got up again made coffee, slept on the couch for a while. Feel a lot better now, a bit sluggish. Pain killers help heaps. Now after 1pm and finally fully awake.

Very disheartened with the doctor, seems to think that just because my my urine doesn't show a UTI, that all is fine. Instead of doing a blood test to check my kidney function. For heavens sake, why do they keep trying to save a buck at the expense of my health. He wants me to wait until next week before he does it. Does my R-U-Albumin reading have to be back to round 900 before they do anything. Take me back to Australia.

 

[Lionheart]

(((((((Loloma)))))))

I saw my Pdoc yesterday and was finally prescribed enough medicine that I can sleep through the insomnia and not have to white knuckle through the panic attacks any longer. This makes me feel very happy as the same medication is going to be used for both problems, and I will not have to add another medication.:D