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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling so much better. I have had a busy week, and it is not over. I have managed to get the things done that needed to get done. I had to cancel an appointment and reschedule. It was a very wise thing to do. I am pacing myself. I am doing the best I can with what I have to work with. I cannot believe how fast this week has gone past. I feel so much better now. I called and got some real help. I am lucky. I was in very bad place. could't go online.

I gave myself the treatment and was under a blanket most of the time. My husband andI are both on new meds. I hope his meds do not cause him to halluciante or have delusions. I feel so much better. I have new meds to help me out. I am getting things done. I have kept up with the chores. I did the wash today. I have been accomplishing so much. I am proud of my self. It is good to be back.
 
Today I was near perfectly normal, busy-busy, and regulated. :tup:

Well, all except for beginning to think myself awfully clumsy as I repeatedly bite my lip and tongue :( from chewing, chewing, chewing this nicotine gum. X-7, painful surprises today. And, I do mean PAINFUL!

Oh ya', this morning though was hard as I awoke from a sad dream where I was just about to connect, :D ...you know connect, with my highschool sweetheart, and then :oops: Oops I woke up.

Other then this mornings error and my humor here now, ....The dream was truly difficult, sad and my memory of him and loss, emotional.

Other then how I felt this morning, I feel mostly tired now.
 
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I'm feeling pretty good, a little apprehensive about what I might have said "yes" to with my brother. I think between my dreams, the trip, and his call, the mix might have begun to set off that flashback this morning while I was walking but I stopped it by using all the techniques I've learned to ground myself. The last thing I want is to be a slave to them again while visiting.:tdown:

I was pleased to see the veil melted away and I continued my walk with mindful purpose, not allowing myself to drift from where I was but rather taking in the beautiful sky and the fact that the it blessedly a little bit cooler with a pleasant breeze.
 
I feel better for having extended an olive branch to the woman I fought with today, only to find she had removed me from her list of friends, and I couldn't send it...fair enough. I feel somewhat indifferent to it now, though I do feel a bit concerned that this is going to get around to other people in the industry I am in, which, coupled with the incident with the manager from my other job, may not look too good for my professional reputation...and I haven't even got a regular clientelle yet!

C'est la vie.
 

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