What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

My friend died this morning. I feel sad and shaky.

Ms. Spock, I am sorry for your loss. I know only too well how it feels to lose someone you love. My heart aches for you.

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran

 

[amethist]

Angry.

I can feel the volcano building up to the point of being explosive.

 

[Red Feather]

I love that quote Britt. Thanks for sharing it. :)

 

[Spiderallis]

((hugs)) for everyone who wants or needs them, and my sympathies to Ms.Spock- very sorry to hear of your loss.

I'm feeling like a tea cup on the ground at a rodeo, an unnoticed tea cup at that. There's a huge list of things I need to do, and the depression/anxiety blend has me terrified of doing any one of those things wrong. Trying hard to avoid the frozen numb... there's a collage of flashbacks, not doing anything was less painful than the results of doing it wrong.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm feeling tired and my brain feels null and void because of this.

 

[Traumagirl]

My mood has changed dramatically. I asked my boss about my job becoming permanently full-time and he was not optimistic. I feel disappointed and sad. I also feel bad because I will be back to part-time. I felt so good working full-time at a job I loved. Now it's going to end at Christmas. I kind of feel like a loser.

 

[Shellbell]

Defeated. I don't have the strength for this. I want to just block it all out. I can't do therapy and be a mother/wife at the same time. It is beyond me.

 

[amethist]

Happier and I did not let the volcano erupt. Not even a fizz out of it. ;)

 

[ms spock]

I feel still this morning. My friend's sister rang me on my friend's phone last night and for a split second I thought that it was M. She rang to let me know M was dead, which I already knew but it was such a shock as her voice is so similar to M. I started to cry. I said if there was anything I can do, please let me know.

I didn't go to the protest in Sydney against TAFE cuts I stayed home to do my assessments and have some time out.

I need to change the way I see things. But this will take time.

 

[KP the nut]

it was such a shock as her voice is so similar to M.

Ms S I am sorry for your loss. It will take time and I will hold you in my thoughts.

 

[ms spock]

Thank you KP the nut!

I feel grateful. Even though I am in shock.

I tried to post on the profile of everyone who made a comment or who liked the kind posts to me.

I really do Thank you all for your wishes around the death of my friend. Very much appreciated!

 

[goingonhope]

The last couple times attending an educ. family support group, I have left feeling extremely alone and sad. This is how I feel tonight. Tonight we discussed discipline and consequences and as memories (of a specific DV assault), when I was a late teen entered my thoughts so did this gnawing emotional pain, which sucks.

All I ought to, and must do this evening, is take it easy, lay back and accept and feel this awful disconnection, sadness and sheer lonliness.

I feel deeply sad, tense, with it hurting in the back of my head. I feel alone and disappointed. I am quiet and feeling distant.