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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling one hundred percent better. Thanks to forum friends I got some excellent feedback and now feel better about my situation. I am not carrying the guilt that does not belong to me anymore.
'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) to all that need them today.
 
Tried and frightened (another sleepless night).

Trying to focus on things that I need to do, and work my way through them one at a time.

Putting off decisions because I can't see that either option is any good for me. It's like every pathway into the future will be full of more loneliness and difficulty.

I feel like I don't have any choice but to carry this burden with me for the rest of my life. This is true. These problems are always going to be with me. I didn't ask for them, and I believe that I don't deserve them, but these two things won't make history change.

If I can keep myself occupied and engaged I will cope. Wish it was as easy to do as it is to type.

(((((((myself and everyone out there who would like one))))))))).
 
I'm feeling both hopeless and hopeful, is that even possible? Hopeless, because the med adjustments and therapy haven't been doing much to help me. Hopeful because we are going to wean me off one med and try a new one within a weeks time. If I think I am doing better without the one drug, before going on the other, I don't need to take the other one. We'll see how it goes.

Well wishes to everyone that needs them.
 
I feel like a large glass of white wine

I DID have a couple of glasses tonight and am now a little tipsy.

I visited my sister and then went shopping. I couldn't get my head Around the shopping and kept forgetting things on my list and having to go back for them. I did it eventually but then hit really bad traffic.

My h and the lads unpacked the shopping for me and we had a quick meal and wine. It helped me unwind from the stress of being stuck in peak hour traffic. I don't do it often but I feel very relaxed right now.
 
I got myself out last night and went to an exhibition opening. That was good. A great turn out.

Today I have booked myself in for a printmaking class, which is free, for the day with two of my classmates. So I am feeling good about being proactive and getting out and about.

I have to make decisions and to be myself and I am feeling uncertain about that. All my neediness and unworthiness has come up.
 
(((going on hope))). I know how you feel about the too much work is too much work. Some weeks I can only manage with 2 days, and I end up so spacey and angry that I need a couple of days of too get over it. Does nothing for my financial situation which then makes me more frightened and angry......
 

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