What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Kim500]

It was the "aha!" moment for me....I feel: extreme exhaustion and despair for this time of year that seems to bring the damper on me, even harder.

"Aha!" moments are wonderful breakthroughs for healing so I'm so happy for you!!:hug: About exhaustion & despair this time of the year, hang in there! After New Year's we're home free! :D

 

[Changing4Best]

You might want to work on being assertive Sheila, rather than either coming across as ... Are you seeing at T that you can work on this stuff with?

I'm seeing a therapist, but we have not started in on this issue yet, as there have been other important things that have come up first. My worst issue right now has been my forgetfulness, which she even helps me with off the clock, by playing Scrabble with me on FB, which my Psychiatrist recommended I find a partner for.

I don't really expect my family, at least my sister's family anyway, to help me. I have already been informed that they will NOT do so under any circumstances. So I express my re$entment sometimes, it spills over, I cannot help it. And I really don't care what they think or how they react to it. Actions speak louder than words, so by their actions, I KNOW they don't really care.

They will go through the motions, at least this one does, of calling me once a month to tell me they "love" me, but I know they "LOVE" their Mercedes, their houses, their family (including rich in-laws), much more than they do me. Such is life. So if I protest once in awhile, that is my right and my priveledge. I need to blow off some steam somehow!

I'll try to get to this sometime soon in therapy, that is a MUCH healthier way to handle it, I agree.

 

[Changing4Best]

I feeling a bit SCATTERED this morning. I was trying to read my Bible, which I do most mornings, and I could not concentrate.

Then this REALLY weird thing happened. As I looked up, my sweater that was hanging on a chair had taken on the devil's profile in its shape. The way it was tossed onto the place it was laying just happened to look like the devil's face from the side!!! I quickly went and fixed this by hanging it in the closet where it belongs!!!!!

 

[Kim500]

it was laying just happened to look like the devil's face from the side!!!

Hi Sheila! :hug: Not too long ago I was lying in my bed (and I used a nightlight at that time) and the way my clothes were hung on a chair made a shadow on my wall that looked like a devil to me! I was sick of seeing shadows because I can imagine all sorts of scary things with them, so I got rid of the nightlight! I thought I needed one, but the ones in the bathroom and kitchen work well enough! :D

 

[Traumagirl]

Cufflinks, I'm so sorry you are going through this.

 

[Traumagirl]

Today, I feel worried. My husband has recently had a cancerous tumor removed. He woke up in a lot of pain this morning and has asked me to take him to the hospital. If you can spare them, please send some prayers our way.

 

[Chincho]

I'm praying for your husband Traumagirl.
I feel very anxious and a bit angry at my husband. We were going to have a serious conversation about our life and he suddenly came down with the flu. It took me a long time to get ready for this talk :(

 

[Changing4Best]

Hi Sheila! :hug: I was sick of seeing shadows because I can imagine all sorts of scary things with them, so I got rid of the nightlight! :D

This made me laugh, so thanks, I needed that! Actually, I have colorful Christmas lights hanging on my window curtain rod, but they are burning out bit by bit, so soon I will have to resort to some other light. I have a night light that I can use, so I shall have to find the best spot for it, one where it does not shine directly in my eyes.

Howeer, I do love the Christmas lights so much that I was thinking of going out and buying some kind of colorful lamp for a night light. I hope I find one that is not expensive, because I have a little Christmas money that someone sent to me....

 

[Tanishq]

If you can spare them, please send some prayers our way.

TGirl, I will be keeping your Husband in my prayers and I am wishing him a peaceful recovery. :hug:

 

[Kim500]

If you can spare them, please send some prayers our way.

Down on my knees and prayers sent up right away!!!:hug:

I was thinking of going out and buying some kind of colorful lamp for a night light.

I hope you find a pretty little lamp that's on SALE!! :D

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling ok. I am tired.
Trauma girl prayers being said on your behalf.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Feeling very emotional. Missing Deb and wishing she felt better. Crying for no darn reason that I can pin point. Feeling overwhelmed with everything.