I'm in a daze, trance-like obsession and have been most of this day and week.
Outside of this there has been a few nice highlights - brief periods such as cleaning up the yard of sticks and doing some burning of these, watching an interesting musical with my daughter, being treated to some quality Chinese food and getting out to walk our dog along with my daughter.
Otherwise, I'm feeling sad and angry, as well as, isolated and powerless.