What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

@Ms Spock I usually lay there until my body wants to get up. I wonder if I would feel more anxious giving myself 20 minutes. I should give it a try. Maybe after I get over this cold and I know my body doesn't necessarily need the extra rest.

 

[Madhather]

Today I feel...
nothing
but I am smiling.

 

[DMerish]

Okay, and just a little anxious/nervous. This workweek will be very, very busy :-o

 

[Britt.f7]

I am feeling relief that I made it to my doctor's appointment. No biggie, just routine thyroid checkup. Told me to watch what I eat and exercise, for my weight, thanks doc. As if I didn't know that. Usually that makes me angry. Right now I am just feeling a tad bit sarcastic. Then, when I am, I feel as if I am the bad one. He means well. I'm just frustrated.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling tired but okay. I'm proud I went to aqua fit this morning. It was the first class of the new year. I'm pleased I made the effort as it was great fun as usual and it was nice to catch up with other class members.

Only one more sleep until Hubby comes home.

 

[EverOnly358]

What am I feeling? :cautious:

A little annoyed and irritated and weepy :unsure: but I discussed it with my husband and that helped some (instead of the usual, keeping it all inside until I explode... so progress, I guess :confused:). Just a little tired, but I think I'll feel better after I eat lunch and drink a lot of water. :hungry: I need to do better about eating and drinking enough before and after workouts. Feeling pretty proud of myself for going to the gym this morning, even when I wasn't really planning to. :D Overall, feeling okay, I guess. Not perfect, but okay. :joyful:

 

[roaminggnome]

I am feeling good. I've had trouble with therapy for a while now. It felt like I was going in circles stuck in the past. Today I told my therapist that I was done doing therapy with her. She recommended another therapist. I'll give it a try. This is the first time that I spoke my mind and had a positive outcome.

 

[Definitely..maybe]

I feel like I wish I could just get up one day and all of a sudden be completely better.

 

[DMerish]

Pissed!!!! :devilish: Really, really pissed!!! Youngest son has my extra car for two years. I gave him the title so he could put ownership into his name. He didn't do it. Got a letter today - parking citation for car not being registered fine $140.00. I called the motor vehicle dept to find out what was up and learned fine has doubled. It's now $280. If not paid by Jan 17, then fine goes to $518 and is assigned to collections.

Called my son - he has not registered the car in his name. He was rude; yelled/cussed at me about this Friday being his last day at work (laid off); said he'd receive his final paycheck between Jan 17 and Jan 22 and would pay whatever the fee was then. Then hung up on my! I do not deserve to be yelled at, cussed at, or hung up on!!! Espeically when I do someone a favor.

 

[franciemarnie]

My eyes hurt so bad, like the way they feel right before you are going to cry. I am trying to just feel the sadness and be open to crying so I can get relief. But though I listen to certain songs the tears won't come. I have been here before. It will pass. Sometimes it takes a couple weeks.

But it hurts. I hurt so bad when someone I love is so cruel and callous. I can't reach him, my brother. I don't know for sure if he was always like this and I made an idealistic fantasy of him in my head or if he changed. I don't know.

I have no energy. I feel lethargic and a sad stillness inside. My chest feels pressure on it. I feel an almost lack of affect, but I think it's just a sad face. Feels almost immobile. My stomach feels sick like when I was little.

I used to put my arms in front of my brother (though older than me) and say, Don't hit him. Hit me! I protected him. I don't think he remembers. I never asked him. Never mentioned it. He treats me like I am a piece of xhit.

I'm sorry I am taking up so much space here with this but it is helping me. A couple tears came just now so thank you for listening.

 

[ms spock]

But it hurts. I hurt so bad when someone I love is so cruel and callous. I can't reach him, my brother. I don't know for sure if he was always like this and I made an idealistic fantasy of him in my head or if he changed. I don't know.

That is a hard one franciemarnie, but it doesn't really matter that much - what matters is that you protect yourself now.

It was kind of you to protect your brother from the beatings. Sometimes that means we are assigned the roll of garbage bin in the family when we do that, which is rather unfair.

 

[ms spock]

Feel relieved and washed out. Feel tired and worn to a frazz.

Feel grateful to have had lunch with a friend.