What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[macca]

@Solara I'm not sure, but it seems to me that only a mod can decide if somebody has been inappropriate enough to ban them. It does not seem appropriate for one member to threaten another with being banned.

Though your posts are often direct, they are refreshingly honest. Most people on here, as far as I know, value your posts. I hope that you feel able to stay here. You are right - it should be support for all.

 

[ms spock]

Not sure how to describe the feeling other than empowered. I am finding I can do more, enjoy more and live more fully each day. Not that their aren't PTSD bumps or health bumps, but they no longer derail my whole day. I just deal with them, accept and move on. Its nice to know that I can make choices and follow through and achieve the positive results.

That is so great intothelight. That is such a wonderful thing to read.

I might be about two years out from that. If I continue to work hard.

 

[ms spock]

Bit numb about an immediate biopsy recall from my mammograms.
Grateful that if it is something that it would be good.

 

[ms spock]

@[URL="https://www.myptsd.com/members/franciemarnie.18943/"]franciemarnie[/URL] Hugs if okay.

Lovin' the hugs! I am one of those tragically tactile huggy people!

 

[ms spock]

Feeling very proud. I did really well under very difficult circumstances today.

I went for some medical tests this morning and got the call back for the biopsy this afternoon.

The panic, fear, anxiety, SI etc were threatening to overwhelm me but I fought against it and managed to bring myself back down. I can't do it at home so well yet. But I went to a cafe and sat reading whilst people were around me.

I brought myself back. I calmed myself down. I did well. Managed the whole biopsy thing well as well. Came home went on the internet. Went for a Dip in the Ocean. Talked to a friend and tried to help her out. Ate boiled eggs for dinner.

 

[daisy911]

I feel upset. Nervous paranoid . :banghead:

 

[ms spock]

Exhausted

 

[Definitely..maybe]

So nervous and excited for school tomorrow. It will be in class instead of online (which is what I've had to do the last year and am still doing some this semester). But I'm proud of myself:smug:

 

[DMerish]

@Ms Spock - Ten extra likes (((and a bunch of hugs))) for your post before the one directly above. ;)

Anyone would be exhausted after what you went thougth earlier - hope you relax and take real good care of yourself now :tup:

 

[DMerish]

Was weird/hyper/anxious blaa, blaa, blaa last night re: meeting a guy I like. :confused:
Posted in Accomplishements and got some amuzing replies :p
Feeling more mellow today and settled. ;) Nevertheless, I feel "stupid" about not knowing how act with someone new that I like. :rolleyes:I'm like a frickin' thirteen year old - what a turn off! :banghead:
Anyhoo, I'm really not worried - life will go on one way or the other. ;) I'm glad :tup: to be at work today where I need to focus my energy on other things. :angelic:

 

[Britt.f7]

Today does not feel like a good day. At least this afternoon does not. This could be because I didn't take my medication on time. I feel gray just like the weather outside. I should feel more upbeat since I bought myself a few things today. Almost seems like a waste.

 

[macca]

1st EMDR later today - nervous and anxious.