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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I'm feeling like I need to scream. Frustrated, tired, pissed off, angry at myself for allowing people to continually violate my boundaries because I've always put their needs first. I cannot do this anymore. I cannot blame myself for something I didn't do, I cannot let other people believe that I'm the problem.

Right now I want to scream that at every person who is currently in my life who I allow to steam roll me. Every single one. That won't help things, so I'm not going to.. but :mad:.
 
I had to go to the hospital tonight with lower abdominal pain and was feeling a bit scared and anxious. Not to mention being in pain.

I found out though that I have a condition that causes inflammation between the colon and the abdominal wall that will resolve on it's own within a few days. Doctors gave me a shot of Dyladid (sp?) and wrote me a prescription for Lortabs.

I am feeling relieved that I will not have to have surgery and although I am a bit groggy I feel so much better than I did!!!
 
I have had one hecka'va week. I've seen the opthamologist, GP, oncologist's nurse, dentist and just so much more done and behind me. I feel simply blown away from this week, prior weeks and this day. This morning I was not myself and reacted crazy to what might have been triggering. I don't know. Also, last Sunday I was beyond hyper-tense and scary ill. The medical care and attention that the doctors are scheduling and outlining for me, though necessary feels absurd and is beyond exhausting.

I am ready for several hours of sleep and then a restful, pleasant day tomorrow. - I feel certain of this.
 

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