I am feeling dissapointed and really frustrated because I can't enjoy getting out and about like I used to, due to pain and weakness (ME/CFS, Fibromyalgia etc.).
I missed an outing yesterday with my nieces and nephews and then again, today, I am unable to go fishing with my sister and her boyfriend, so I am stuck here at home.
I contracted CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) in 1998 and became officially disabled (PTSD and Depression) in the year 2000, so I have been ill for about 16 years.
I will talk to my doctor in the coming weeks about pain medication and/or a muscle relaxer to take as needed to help me to get out and enjoy life again, but in the meantime I am sad and dissapointed and trying to rise above it..