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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling dark and oppressed on a beautiful sunny day. There is a kids' party on the large shared deck where I live and my inner kid(s) would like to join in and play. I need to look into something like a softball team I could join or something. Did weights to not feel so frozen and powerless. Will walk later. This will pass. Maybe within the hour. Maybe tomorrow. But for now...ugh.
 
I felt lethargic before even getting out of bed this morning. I really did not want to face the day. I hate starting my days like that. I did lay down later for a little bit and took my medication that helps me stay up. That seemed to help. I took a shower and feel much better then the first half of the day. I'm bummed my husband is at work for the rest of the night. Trying not to panic. I can do this. I still have my son home.
 
Just got home from the saturday market. I put in a 8-3 kind of day, and not a lot of work overall, just selling my veggies with my team. I am a college mentor with the youth farm, a segment of our youth development program. I feel anxious to get my life started, I know I did a good job, yet it isn't enough have to work harder!

Going to eat, and then give produce to the neighbor across the street. Poor lady has been on her own since she was 11, and has kids now. She is struggling to make ends meet. Living with grandma, and feeling useless, will go give fresh organic produce to lady and try to get her kid into the program. Will make the kid 800$$ this at the end of the summer, very good since she is too young for a "real job". More importantly she will learn to grow her own produce and may start a garden in her back yard to feed her family.

Will check in before night is over. Feeling great despite it all.
 
My sister, niece, and great-nieces and nephews went fishing today and I feel a little left out as there was no room in the car for me to make the trip.

I am feeling groggy, but not as much as yesterday, when I fell asleep while sitting up and spilled a cup of warm coffee all over myself. :laugh:

I am feeling mostly healthy and well, but I may post in this thread again later, as it is early and things can change as the day goes on.

healing hugs for all who want/need them,
Lionheart777
 

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