What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Spiderallis]

Already very overwhelmed by several other things when a big noise in the basement scared me. Adrenalin let me go check it out, phone and a weapon at the ready. No monsters, what I'd heard was my neatly stacked boxes tumbling into the few inches of rainwater flooding the basement. Denial Mode. I'm not dealing with anything until I get done being anxious about meeting my new T tomorrow afternoon. For now I'll be proud that I said all that without using any naughty words, that's something.

 

[Loloma]

@KP the nut Thank you dear girl. Thinking of you :)

Feeling very sore, typing with difficulty. This operation has drained me, still reliant on pain killers as my whole hand and wrist are black and blue. :coldfeet::(

Sending :hug:'s to all that need them.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am having an awesome day today. I took my old directions to the Oral Surgeon today and found it right away. The directions they gave me were too confusing and I would never have found the office. Made a dental appointment for this week and then we will see how long I have to wait to go the Oral Surgeon to get my teeth pulled and my dentures placed in my mouth right away. Feel so good that I finally am getting my teeth taken care of.

Feel so great about signing the Escrow papers yesterday and it will close on the sixteenth of this month which is next week.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Very tired, phyically drained and exhausted, but mind racing. Can't sleep, haven't slept for last two nights. Panic attacks beginning to kick in because I'm so tired, but they are stopping me from sleeping. Not sure what to do for the best.

Back on the St J's which is helping, everything seems to be a trigger right now.

Not sure what I hate most, my life, myself or my PTSD.

 

[Spiderallis]

Met my new T today, seems like we might be a good match. Too exhausted to for the emotional stuff to register, driving home took 3 times longer than usual- everything is flooded. My basement has drained out though, just a soggy mess left. I'll rest a bit before I look too closely at that.

 

[Fadeaway]

Numb, I think too much stress due to moving that I have shut down.

 

[Barberian]

Feeling like I shouldn't have ever been born.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so good today. I do not have to go anywhere today.

 

[Spiderallis]

Utterly exhausted- spent my day hauling most of the contents of the recently flooded basement out for trash pick-up. Boxes of memories soaked in filth and discarded. Too tired to be sad about it yet.

 

[Britt.f7]

Despair. Recently received a bill that has gone to collections because my husband didn't handle it when I thought he was. Not cool. It's in my name. I would have handled it if I would have known that he wasn't going to.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling kind of down today. Not looking forward to the drive and the dental appointment later on in the day. Trying to make myself feel better.

The inspection was on my mobile home yesterday and I have not heard back from my agent yet so I am going with no news is good news.
I will call her later on to see how it went. Escrow is supposed to close tomorrow. I have to turn my key over to my agent still. I think I am still holding my breath on the Escrow closing tomorrow. Not feeling very good yet.

Mabe I will feel better after tomorrow.

 

[tired of the fight]

@purgemeofthepain


I'm sorry ... I know those awkward feelings. Hey , I'm here. Missed a few days as I've been going through a medication transition, and also the first week of school for the kids. I'm am exhausted as I woke up from a dream at 3:45 am and could not get back to sleep. With 3 little ones, this is taxing, they come first. Anyway feel free to talk to me and anyone else who can help lift each other up surviving the war. Xo :)