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A bit stressed. Just checked my bank account and we(I) have over spent. The good news is we have everything for Christmas. The bad news is we have nothing else. We'll make it. It will just be tight.
I am feeling scared and anxious for taking a strong stand with my daughter. I am so weary of her drama and hurting and using the girls for her own selfish ends. I set some limits and that is hard to do with her. I am weary of her head games and I feel I have had enough.
@gizmo Would you take yourself out for a fancy coffee because I'm too far away to share a treat for doing the most healthy thing you can even when it's super difficult? Mocha-latte-frappa-whatever, you deserve it.
I don't even care that it's snowy and yucky outside, this warm gooey feeling is awesome. It started with a friend and I having a misunderstanding and we both handled it so well that it seems like it made us closer.
Terror and fear. Writing email to my so called father. Disowned me during major medical illness - this is after he turned my ptsd to a level I never knew. Doctors say that is interfering with recovery. How could a person do this to their OWN child? Illness was finally turning around. Then disowned.
It turned into 8 pages...and I find myself deleting so much. Just because he is an old man. Yet since we started reconnecting past couple years he's just re-exposed me to my youth, and I can't believe how a parent could bring up things he brings up when their child is seriously ill. But I need to get this email out of my head. Even if he said never to call or email him again.