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@Junebug : *sending directing and supporting hugs* :hug::hug::hug: Just ask for it. Don't justify yourself, just say "Hey, I need help...how to do..."...it's hard the first times but it gets easier and who lets you down, doesn't deserve you and I will kick his or herr butt. :ninja::laugh:
I'm feeling confused how calm I got through my first work day.
@Anrish I hope the sick feeling goes away very soon. Hang in there as you go through this it will pass, and everything will be ok, just wait and see.
I am feeling pretty darn good today, got things accomplished and feel great about that. Have some other things to do and feel good about that. Debating on what to fix for lunch today and I feel good about that.
I slept in this morning and feel very rested and refreshed. I think it is going to be a good day.
Angry at first today then back to twisted after seeing my T. NB: in N.Y. twisted doesn't mean depraved it means weird and f*cked up. I generally have a lot of trouble accessing my feelings my default setting is angry
I am limited in many ways by my disability, illnesses, and life situation (poverty). I feel sad, frustrated, angry, and "left out".
Funny how one can switch their thoughts to softer things and feel better...at least for awhile...but I am feeling sad and frustrated right now. It is difficult not to think about.
I have no idea but I figured I'll start monitoring my emotional state by things that amuse me. So today it's music about running away and living through.