What Are You Proud Of?

[pandora]

I am proud that I did not just throw my computer through the window as I just posted something and lost it!!!!

 

[jeapea]

I'm proud of myself for calling back my boss to tell him I would NOT stop at his home to visit with him as he directed me to do. I am laid off and we do not have a personal 'relationship' of any sort! And, that when he wants to tell me something, just tell me! Don't call me and tell me you want to talk to me about something without telling me what it's about! EVER AGAIN! And when he told me what I should do with my own horses, I told him to mind his own business.
I don't need his help taking care of my horses! (My God! How did I ever manage to take care of them before he knew I had them???)

I had an anxiety attack when he first called wondering what I did or didn't do and what to expect and all kinds of things went through my mind. So, it took me 1/2 an hour to be able to control my voice enough to call him back. But I did it. I was shaking like a leaf, but I did it.

 

[Mercy]

I am proud of myself for getting my concentration back so I can paint again. I hadn't been in my studio since last winter's hospitalization.

I have a commission that must be finished this month so that's giving me a little push right now I hope the work goes well and that I don't get panicy as the deadline comes closer.

I'm working on an icon for veneration on the first three days of Lent. Lent is a serious time for Orthodox Christians. The icon is the prophecy of Ezekiel about the dry bones and how they come back together, become enfleshed and alive. It is a metaphor for how scattered we are and our souls can feel like old dried up bones. The promise is that we can become renewed through prayer, eucharist and fasting during the 40 days of Lent.

God really does know what we need ahead of time. This icon was commissioned last fall. Recently, I have wondered if I'll ever be whole again.

 

[lucart64]

I am proud that I finally realized that I can only help my fiance by educating myself about what ptsd is all about.

 

[Mina]

I am proud of myself today for several reasons.

1 - I did not have therapy today...we are going to try cutting back to every other week.
2 - I went to a running group. I walked in, shyly introduced myself to the half-dozen people there - who all knew each other already - and ran 4 miles chatting with someone I didn't know, then hung out with the group afterward. I actually had a good time! (and am shocked I could do 4 miles, I haven't done that in a year or so).
3 - I petted 2 dogs I'd never met before! While I was hanging out with the group, the leader's dogs opened the door (LOL, smart dogs) and came out to greet everyone. I was sitting on the floor, so I was kind of a prime target for hellos. But I stayed calm and even though I am allergic, made friends with and petted them both (several times, they kept coming out) :smile:

 

[moloki]

Accomplisments and other things I am proud and thankful for!

We should all make this a daily exercise, or maybe even several times a day, especially when we are having a bad day / time.

I am proud of having been with my wife for over 28 years now.

I am proud of my daughter, who will this April be bringing us another grandchild to which we are greatly looking forward to.

Our 4.5 year old granddaughter brings us much joy when she comes over for overnight visits.

I am thankful that my wife still has her job!

I am thankful that we own a house that has a very reasonable mortgage, had to good fortune of buying it at about 50% of its actual value due to it being foreclosed on and the bank not being able to sell it for two years. We have now been here about 4.5 years.

Our vehicle is now paid off!

We have a new 5 month old kitten that we got from a rescue shelter that has brought much joy for my wife and I, her name is Felicia Hawkeye. (Her eyes, in color and size appear like that of a hawk)


I now have a great psychiatrist. I also have a very warm and caring case manager.

And I have found this great forum where there is many caring people!

Sincerely,

Moloki

 

[jeapea]

I'm proud of myself for hosting an 'after hours' meeting with other business owners in town. I was very anxious and nervous about it, but knew most of the people who showed up. I had to explain what I do and show off my studio. I'm not good at tooting my own horn so I played up the technology and equipment I use. That made things easier for me. By doing that, I could talk about what 'the business does' and stay focused on that instead of me, personally.

Whew! I'm glad I did it but I'm also happy it's behind me. I only got 4 hours' sleep last night trying to wind down from it!

 

[teejaye]

I am proud of my friend with PTSD for sticking with therapy and her support group - and for staying strong for her daughter who also has PTSD. She is an absolute rock star to me, and I look up to her for it.

 

[cragger65]

I am proud that even though this is a hard time of year for me, and I keep hitting a slump, I've not completely given in to just feeling sorry for myself, though it is tempting at times.

 

[midi]

That is good, Cragger, you are changing how you think!

I no longer have angry outbursts when I'm woken up unexpectedly. Wow!

 

[Grama-Herc]

Today, I am proud of my mother. She has almost recovered and is now caring for herself.

I am planning my mini breakdown for this evening. I can now breathe. Really breathe. I have been so terrified. Little 85 year old ladies just don't do to well when they catch the cold from hell!!!!!

 

[Mina]

Today I am proud that I got outside and did something useful! It was a GORGEOUS day here today; almost 60 and very sunny (a little unusual this time of year) :smile: My father, a carpenter/general contractor, is in town for a few days to help us with some remodeling projects. I got up on the roof and worked on demoing some weird beams, removing shingles, pulling nails, and caulking. It felt good to work with my hands, accomplish something, and spend a few hours in the sun!