What Did You Do For You Today???

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Thanks so much @berlinda . (((HeartHugs))) The procedures went smoothly and he's back home safe and sound. Whew. So full of gratitude right now.

I chose to stay out of the hospital and hang in the parking lot with a good book rather than taking xanax and trying to "fake it 'til I make it", which rarely fares well for me and those who have to be around me.

No fragrances/chemical shit storms to endure and make me sick, my nervous/respiratory/endocrine systems enjoyed the mountain scenery and birds, and the hospital staff and my husband were all very supportive of my decision.

He had already told me I didn't have to go in, but the deeply ingrained inner guilt kicked in and I felt I HAD to, but I was just a couple of minutes away by being outside instead and they had my cell #. My inner voice tends to be the most argumentative in these situations. Glad it can rest a while, until the next round of "what-ifness" thoughts visit.

 

[Teasel]

Really so pleased @Tornadic Thoughts what a relief! X

 

[whiteraven]

I quit my job.

 

[8888]

I listened to relaxing music.

 

[VioletButterfly]

It was yesterday, but I advocated for myself and raised a little cain with Subway because of how the manager at the location by me treated me and how she prepared my sandwich. Yep, it was scary as heck, but I did it. Wow, I just had a flash of the cowardly lion from the Wizard of Oz. Yeh, I think I was twirling my tail a bit, but I held my ground.

 

[VioletButterfly]

I took myself and B to the dealership for her repair despite my trepidation re: cost and the virus.

I went in search of supplies although I was wickedly freaking out over germs! People are still coughing, snorting and sneezing here. WTHalo?! Hello, what is your selfish damage?! Then again, there are hoards of people still congregating and flooding the beaches!!! Not naming generations, but well......

I called the HOA re: the boys to see if the manager had contacted parents. Worthless, but I tried. It's about what I do, right?

I followed-up with my stepmom re: the card and pictures I'd sent my dad which he hadn't seen when I called him, and patiently worked through the matter and her defensiveness and hostility to the point where she found the card/pics and gave them to my dad.

Decompressing with music, and playing it loudly and freely! Until a sheriff knocks on my door, I'm going to enjoy. :)

I kept up a firm banter of positive affirmations and prayer today. Yah, me. I also worked on applications to submit. I read where recruiters are still looking/reviewing and interviewing.

 

[8888]

Took a nap

 

[Rani G2]

Drawings from the child.. Dark humor to go with the times..

 

[8888]

Played video games

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

I´m about to head out skateboarding for the first time.
For reference, this guy (me) is nearly 33.

I have a helmet that makes me look like an astronaut. I´m more scared of people looking at me than actually falling on my face.

 

[NatBird]

it's funny, I saw the title of this and felt keen to post something. then this thought came, -- yes of course you would post here, and that's what other people think, you selfish bitch. wozer! the critic has some teeth today eh. could be because I have done these things:

- meditation (qi gong) outside and intentional connection with nature
- morning pages and inner child non dominant hand conversations
- went and got some cleaning products and a few groceries
- taking time to feel into the day and listen to what I need
- ACA meeting
- chanting
- bath
- EFT with mirror work

yes of course that voice would be there!

 

[NatBird]

I´m about to head out skateboarding for the first time.
For reference, this guy (me) is nearly 33.

I have a helmet that makes me look like an astronaut. I´m more scared of people looking at me than actually falling on my face.

@Gwaihir
I want to make a bit of wordplay on your name and say, -- gwaaaan (its patois for - go on) good for you, enjoy yourself. let us know how you go:)