What do you do with the pain of not wanting to exist?

[ms spock]

:) @berlinda

 

[Teasel]

finding a purpose to existing.

So I'm gonna work on this for some time, reasons to live,

No 1
I'd like to have one or two good friends, be able to just be myself with one or two good people and get over the fear of that.

No 2

I'd really like to get fit enough to really bloody dance, and dance well. Dancing's one of my favourite things to do on this planet, mightn't seem like much but dancing is pure joy to me. I'd like to do more of it.

I'll come back to this.

 

[Justmehere]

Those are excellent reasons! Being real with a friend or two and dance... there is something so wonderful about dance. For a while, I lived for my dog and being able to do a sport I love. And while you pursue authentic friendships and dance, I bet other reasons will come along too.

 

[galaxies-far-away]

I don't think it is depression or suicidality I'm talking about. Just sometimes the pain is too much, you just want it to stop.

What do you do in that situation? Helpful or not.
Thanks.

i wrap myself in a bunch of blankets