Having another alert mentioning my grammar, it is actually stressing me out now, as I often when I am posting on here I am upset and am reaching out for help. Now I am stressing out about being banned :( from the very place I am asking for help from. Sorry but I can't help saying how I feel at the moment.
I always feel like I am the one that has to sit on the naughty step. I use spell check, but don't have word. I try to remember to now do two spaces between paragraphs as well. Even spell check is stressing me out because I know I have spelled something correctly, for here in the UK, but it is correcting me into making me feel I should spell the American way.
My half brother upset me major time on Friday because he had had a fall out with his girlfriend and the next thing I know he put Bye All on his Facebook status, because I have already gone through possible suicide / murder with my adoptive brother I can't bear the thought that another brother would do this. I begged for him to talk to me, he didn't for 3 days, in this time he ignored me, I contacted his partner who said "oh yes we're fine now" .......well thank you very much Andy you heartless selfish self centered bar steward!!! So UI have deleted the pair f them off my faceboo because I can't deal with any more stress!!!
To add to all this rubbish that I am having to deal with I then find out the woman who tortured me in her clinic 3 months ago and is the root cause of this PTSD disorder coming to a head, has been given another 28 days to respond to the allegations I have put against her!!!
If I didn't have to go to work later I think I would go to bed and give today up as a bad job.