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What Made You Angry Today?

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Having another alert mentioning my grammar, it is actually stressing me out now, as I often when I am posting on here I am upset and am reaching out for help. Now I am stressing out about being banned :( from the very place I am asking for help from. Sorry but I can't help saying how I feel at the moment.

I always feel like I am the one that has to sit on the naughty step. I use spell check, but don't have word. I try to remember to now do two spaces between paragraphs as well. Even spell check is stressing me out because I know I have spelled something correctly, for here in the UK, but it is correcting me into making me feel I should spell the American way.

My half brother upset me major time on Friday because he had had a fall out with his girlfriend and the next thing I know he put Bye All on his Facebook status, because I have already gone through possible suicide / murder with my adoptive brother I can't bear the thought that another brother would do this. I begged for him to talk to me, he didn't for 3 days, in this time he ignored me, I contacted his partner who said "oh yes we're fine now" .......well thank you very much Andy you heartless selfish self centered bar steward!!! So UI have deleted the pair f them off my faceboo because I can't deal with any more stress!!!

To add to all this rubbish that I am having to deal with I then find out the woman who tortured me in her clinic 3 months ago and is the root cause of this PTSD disorder coming to a head, has been given another 28 days to respond to the allegations I have put against her!!!

If I didn't have to go to work later I think I would go to bed and give today up as a bad job.
 
The reality that there are so many people in the world who purposely injure others. Shoot, abuse or manipulate. And the idea that some of them are in positions of power and trust makes me seethe
I have been really angry lately and reading this post made me realize that this is one of the things that brings on the anger. I hate that this happens - I really, really hate it.

I am trying to separate this anger and hatred from myself - I am not responsible for those people, only for myself. I don't need to hate myself at all. I did everything I could to cope and I still am. I need to start being positive about this so that I can have some faith in myself and rebuild my life without fear.
 
I read so much that I got some kind of double vision, my eyes felt strange too. So, I did some homework in a workbook with larger print in it. I guess I can expect that smaller print is going to do this to me, as it has been happening since I have been reading things with smaller print a lot, sigh...
 
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