I'm angry and bitter. REALLY pissed off at so many people who I was there for, then just couldn't be there for me.
Especially the shrink I saw for almost 10 years. He just watched me go down the toilet, then when I no longer had a job, or insurance, or the ability to pay any more, didn't have time for me.
Message for shrinks: when a patient tells you that they are doing worse, and that their anxiety is so out of control that they tell you it's cruel to make them suffer like that, listen to them.
If their boss tells them to get mental health care, and you're already seeing them twice a week, and their boss wants them to resign, use your brain and take that moment to consider that maybe that is the perfect time to have them take a medical leave and apply for disability...instead of seeing how much more a person can take before they turn to taking Percocet just to be able to survive at work.
And then you still have a chance here - if that does happen, don't push them back to work to see if they can take just a little more...and again...and again...until they have lost everything of value to them.
If someone who was never an addict before is under your care, and suddenly starts to take a drug just to survive, you need to step back and look at how you're treatment is failing. It's not the time to begin the "tough love" BS.
Any shrink who treats their patient like that should retire. And be sued for malpractice. And go to hell.