Day 3:
I have been feeling anxiety really badly, but I am not sure what is causing it. When I keep busy I can sort of head it off and smother it, but when I am not doing something that occupies my mind totally (like reading a book) the anxiety comes back 4 fold. It is awful.
I have been going through a heavy med change of late and I suspect that has a lot to do with this, as one of the meds I have come off of is an anti-anxiety one. The others are antidepressants.
One other thing that has been occurring is that even though I am on a diet and have been for quite some time, this is the first time I am having a really hard time staying on it. I end up eating more than I should, though thankfully I don't have any foods in the house that I am not supposed to eat (or I would be eating them for sure!).
So I don't know what else to tell you all, except that I know that I often bury my thoughts into my time on the computer, because it totally gets my mind off my problems. I turn to the computer for that kind of relief, but it just has not been doing "it" for me of late. This is disconcerting. Does this make any sense?