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What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

This is an incredibly personal piece of music to me. When I was coming out of my coma and couldn’t walk..didn’t have fine motor skills and while in this drug induced psychosis where I thought I had been sliced in half with a katana, skinned alive to reshape my skull and bones with router like tools (they called the process of slipping the skin back on “getting a new suit”. ..found dead blue and bloated in a river. These are not just thoughts I lived them, every horrifying minute of them, while in the coma. SO anyway…

When I was coming out (coma) of my mp3 player was near in the ICU and was put in my ears..play was pressed…this was the song that played. I hear this song and I can be transported right back. The piece so perfectly matched my sense of hopelessness, caution and confusion coming from the nightmares above and the psychosis, surgery..etc.

Gnossienne No. 1 ( Lent ) Erik Satie
 
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