What's keeping me alive?
Well, forever people have taken on huge challenges of all kinds. Life risking, major pain and suffering: climbing mountains, exploring and sailing the seas. Sometimes these people die doing their challenging games. Or maybe it's about self-actualization, or defiance. Maybe it's a quest for transcendence? Anyway it feels like a journey, or a quest. It is a challenge. A huge one of major life-changing importance. Lots of people love and need challenges, so maybe that's it?