Skywatcher
Diamond Member
I had a bad trigger a few days ago, and despite doing all 14 calm down things on my list, it continued to plague me in intense waves of anxiety and a need to hide. I contacted my therapist a “few” times ?. She replied that night via email, but it didn’t help. (We have spent quite a few months on me being more independent and it had been going okay). I thought after Xanax I would wake up in an improved state, but the physical symptoms started waving through again. I sent her a few emails asking if I could see her that day. She gave me her usual add in time, which meant I had to cancel work, but I wasn’t functioning anyways. I was pretty disassociated during the appointment, but she helped me contain the physical stuff and feel some control. Now it’s today and I’m still getting those waves, dizziness, a need to sleep, cold, hot, headache. I’m wondering if this is actually a physical issue causing the anxiety and that a trigger just set it into overdrive. Has anyone ever experienced this? Any ideas on physical health stuff I should look into?