When The World Starts To Shake.

[deephousejunkie]

There is no once upon a time. This is and never was a pretty, candy coated story. A disorder, mental illness, and medications do not define me. The pain I feel does. It is with me even when I don't feel sick or haunted, when I'm not so high on Xanax I can barely speak, when I can't sleep and my demons come out to play with the sad strands of my brain. One day it will all come to a beautiful end. With no looking back on the trenches of yesterday. Only the flat lands of what will be. I'm not saying I can't suffer any more right now, because I've said that before and proven myself wrong. I'm just saying I can't wait for anything better.

 

[Stickler]

I hear you.
How can we here help?

 

[deephousejunkie]

You already have. I appreciate the small things in life, like a hand being held out to a sick person. Relation and understanding is all I search for.