I wake up to hell every morning and it peaks around 11:30. Then it starts to very slowly dissipate as my drugs start to kick in. Usually ending around 3pmish. Symptoms include hypertension, intrusive thoughts, crying spells, tremors or shaking. Then after 6 it really winds down. Between 9-1am I am a regular person. I go to sleep. Wake up once a night to go pee and feel regular. Wake up at 9:30 and hell all over again. Been like that for a year. Any thoughts?